Operation: ROBOT...The Challenge of a Lifetime! FOR a Lifetime!

2011 has started off with some major challenges. Healthwise, I have been put in some fairly difficult positions. Financially, I've been stressed as well. The only way to keep my focus is to keep working out, and to set challenging goals for myself. I will have to stay vigilant not just for a year or two...but for my whole life. Being faced with...well what's been handed to me...is a lifetime commitment. Operation: ROBOT is the result of my renewed focus.

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Am I Depressed?

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I'm starting to think so. UGH. I haven't been even one bit of happy today, and I don't feel like getting happy.

I know now that I was stupid to register for two Ironmans in one year. The training is just wearing me out. It's hard to sleep without wanting to stay in bed all day, it's hard to wake up without wanting to go back to sleep. I have no sex drive. I am constantly angry or stressed out. I need this race to be over with so I can go back to being happy. Everything everyone does annoys me.

1 comment:

Mark said...: There's something to be said for balance.

I think it's amazing what you've done but you do need to take care of all aspects of your life.

If this is causing you more stress and taking joy away then it's not good for you right now.; 9/30/2008 06:37:00 AM